Since God (if any) has not allowed my attempted suicide to seriously damage my memory or thinking abilities

I guess I should try to get some attention to what really happened (which is important), and how I really was, before I die for real . . .


since neither Marc Steiner, Barbara Mikulski, Dan Schorr nor any of the other fake- "liberal" media or fake-liberal "libruls" will ever dare to answer me

since I'm stuck again in the clutches of Baltimore County's disablocrats (in their homeless shelter)

since I'll never get a personally-satisfying, decent, or prolly ANY job again, or any disability benefits

altho THIS time Franklin Square Hospital saved my life (twice) and restored my autonomy (altho some wanted to disappear me again but I talked them out of it)

since I actually attempted suicide, called Senator Mikulski's office and got evicted from my longtime apartment residence all at the same time on June 29, 2009

since my father SGM (Ret.) Frank Granofsky is still an AD rank Sexist Fascist, my formerly abusive step-mother Jeanne Granofsky is getting senile, my brother Barry Granofsky won't help me any more because I dint get "Born Again", my brother Dan Granofsky (US military-related I think) never answered me, and my step-siblings Richie and Cindy McDonnell are estranged, (re)married and/or misspelled

and since you can't just call me a New Eastern Cab any more

and since Governor O'Malley's and Baltimore County Executive Smith's administrations failed (and worse) to assist me

since I wasn't able to meet Baltimore County Social Services' requirements for an emergency rent grant due to inadequate income from my longtime "Purple Heart" solicitation job

since no one has been willing or able to help me collect the $40,000 judgment already awarded me in my federal sex-discrimination case*

since my other case v. Essex Community College et al * was dismissed

since ECC administrators, Baltimore County Police and Franklin Square Hospital personnel illegally disappeared me for 10 days in Spring Grove Hospital

since I expressed too much environmental science career enthusiasm and philosopized about suicide and revenge and maintained a 4.0 GPA thru 11 credits and complained about the porn maid service lead I found in their Job Bank and other abuses by criminals, family, employers, police and government agencies

over more than 20 years of living alone except for pets and working in the Baltimore area

(including getting arrested, charged, fired, nolle prossed, PBJ'd and labelled retarded for trying to do my job in downtown Baltimore)

and growing up with books and radio

since flunking out of an arguably-liberal arts college

(altho I had maintained A-A+ grades in grade- and high-schools

before and since the US Army caused my mother's death.)



Besides those seemingly on the left, the following are topically related to and documentedly involved in my story (altho not necessarily helpful):

Please note that Dana Priest of The Washington Post is very emphatically NOT involved in my story, or my family's as far as I know, altho she is very definitely topically related.


Coming Soon, maybe, especially if someone expresses interest (to ME):

Some court documents;  communications with the above notables;  faxes to the White House(s);   why I attempted suicide;  my resumé and preferred job parameters;  lousy life-after-attempted-death in the homeless shelter;  a record of my on-air call-ins to NPR programs;  old Professor Perlmutter's email about his "Dark Thoughts";  my financial condition;  "The Army In My Life";  about me and music...


*MJG-93-4175in the United States District Court for the District of Maryland: Janet Granofsky v. BF&M Temporaries et al, probably in storage in Philadelphia now.
Note: My unsuccessful appeal to the 4th Circuit Court was v. Baltimore Gas & Electric Company and Asplundh Tree Service, which had won their parts of the original case through pre-trial litigation.

*MJG 94-3483: Janet Granofsky v. Essex Community College, Baltimore County Police Department, Franklin Square Hospital Center, and Spring Grove Hospital Center; also dismissed without trial, and in the same court or storage.




Contact

First of all, please read this whole website-- check for any new pages-- before contacting me.

The best way to contact me right now is to email my firstnamelastname at Yahoo dot calm. At the present time I find it prudent to throw out everything from unrecognized senders, so you should use a precisely pertinent subject line; but I'm also suspicious of straight quotes from my site. Don't send me BCCs. Compose a personal plaintext message with no graphics, photos or attachments. Don't publish my correct email address, and don't sign me up for any newsletters, email updates, memberships, etc.
If you're an established professional, academic, bureaucrat, elected, celebrity: I don't trust links in email but you may include a broken one, besides a phone # (if local) or street address, but you should also have a public listing in the paper yellow pages, or paper newspaper, or broadcast ad, or general public presence.
E-mailers please bear in mind that I have no remote email notification; I don't get on the Web every day; and stuff is prolly being stolen anyway.

For anybody who knows my most recent apartment address, you may postal-mail to that street address, and it will probably be forwarded to me at the homeless shelter. I moved to that apartment in August 2007 from another apartment in the same rental complex in which I had already lived for more than 10 years.

If you can figure out what shelter I'm in, you could address an envelope or small package to "Janet Granofsky, Resident" with the shelter name and its street address; or to "Janet Granofsky" with the Suite # of the shelter, at its street address. Any US postal mailing takes longer than usual, according to the whims of shelter and other building staff. I'm not sure about delivery-service items-- since shelter staff can't confirm my residency to a delivery person, they may be turned back.
DO NOT COME TO THE SHELTER IN PERSON! Outsiders are not allowed to visit, so as to protect the privacy of all residents.
You will not be allowed to speak with me directly if you call the shelter office; they may take a message but there is no guarantee it will get to me. I don't have a cellphone yet or personal landline any more, but I do have very limited free daytime local-only use of a deskphone in a supervised, eavesdropped, busy area. Or I can use the hallway payphone if I haven't run out of cash. (So ya ain't gonna hear me on the radio for a while.)

For my blood/ marriage-"related" family: Over the past several years, I have tried in vain to find/contact some of you to draw your attention to my previous Geocities website. A very few of you had my 2nd-most recent apartment address, so the rest may email me to call you if you dare to include your private #; but don't publish or spread any of MY private details by email. And I advise you: Do not use email to discuss your family affairs. I have already banned one reckless emailing relative.
I welcome my step-siblings to email if necessary.

This 2nd version of my Index file for this new Angelfire website published December 22, 2009, by Janet Granofsky.
Actually less than visitors so far.

© 2009.